Was nice.
Took her and one of her friends to see "Jumper". Good movie, a bit violent but still a good enough movie.
Asked her if she wanted to stay the week. Alas, the answer was no.
I'd already asked if she wanted to stay over tonight. At first she said she had something on early on Sunday, which wasn't a problem for me. Sadly though when I accidentally pinned her down on it in front of her mother it came to light that she was lying, she didn't actually have anything on Sunday she just wanted an excuse not to come over without saying outright "no".
Sad, and painful, that she feels she needs to lie to me - for whatever reason.
I was elated to see her and be with her (even though I sat two rows back so as not to intrude on her and her friend) but by the end of the day I was heartbroken and hurt.
Still, at least I got to see her. She now owes Jenny $10 though, I wonder if she'll remember that or how she is going to pay her off (before the movie she was going to come over tonight / tomorrow and do some chores to earn some pocket money, after the movie she changed her mind and I think I almost caught her out in another attempted deceit at why she didn't want to come over tonight).
It was nice to see her, even though the day didn't end as well as I had hoped. I love her, it pains me to think of the damage and pain that myself and others have caused her at such a young age. She's so beautiful. Does she not trust me? Does she fear me? Is she afraid I'll hurt her? These are just some of the many questions that whizz through my mind all the time.
It's not easy being green.
